Wednesday, December 28, 2011
{ 11:41 AM }
I LOVE MY BED
Forever alone.. I feel like im going under.
Hall feels so.. busy. The whole holiday feels so packed, need to come back every week -.- I feel so tired. To say the truth, I really dont like to stay in hall. The toilet is urgh dirty, the place feels dusty, the room feels empty but the ppl are friendly but sadly i cant really click with them. I feel so out of place here everytime. Am i trying too hard to please everyone? Maybe I sld have left when Vivian left, at least I would not have felt this lonely. I feel like im in this all alone.. So alone.. How i wish i can have someone to rely on, a shoulder to cry on. Not necessary a boyfriend, but a friend that i can be myself when im with them. I miss my JC days, I miss QL, I miss all our sweat, tears and laughter.
Labels: Forever alone
