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Danica
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Tuesday, February 19, 2013 { 10:53 AM }
Happy 21st Birthday!

I'm finally 21 after so many years. Instead of feeling ecstatic, im feeling down and worried. Why? Why is the time passing so fast? Secondary school and JC felt like it was just yesterday. It's so weird to think that im already at the adult age with so much more respoinsibility like earning money etc. All these feel so foreign to me, I stil hadnt had my fill of being a kid being the youngest where people will shower their love upon . I really wish there's a time machine, maybe not to turn back time but to slow down time. While being focus on something, time just flew past without me realising it. I was so busy living my live of how it should be and forgot about what I wanted truly. Tons of money? Getting good results?

To be honest, I always wanted to be a singer but I never dare to step out of what is supposed to be my "path of life" being embarrassed by the idea of having people know my deepest secret, especially my parents, they will never approve of my passion. As I grow older, I feel even worse about the fact that I've been wasting my time and not putting in effort to pursue my dream. Like what people always say, pursue your dream but it's easier said than done. I know that pursuing dream is the right thing to do, even if i die tomorrow, I will die smiling as I've made an effort to pursue my dream but how can this be done?

Another thing, I've always wanted to be attached. But now that I'm attached, I realised that love is kind of over-rated. It's true that you feel blissful when you are with that someone but at the same time the feeling of missing that person is equally unbearable. Why can't we just feel the blissful part of the relationship and not the missing person part? Sometimes I really don't like to meet him as the feeling of separating after the meet-up is really heartbreaking, emo-ing almost. Am I being too sticky or depending on him too much? I really don't like this kind of me as I feel so tied down by my own emotion, feeling so restricted not by him but by my own feeling. I really want to be in a relation that feels like freedom, but until then, I must surrender myself to my own emotions. Please, be more independent girl.

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